Dragonfly

You know I wouldn't try to throw my life away

You know I live a lie but the lie is not to stay

For why should it matter to God if I live?

Maybe I can find a way, maybe I will be strong

If there's a law I could obey, how could I last long?

You know how I hate hypocrisy

You know I can't go on treating myself like this

You know I can't go on being who you want me to be

For why should you care 'bout who I am?

You know I can't go on wanting to fall in love

You know it's been so long, don't think I've ever been in love

Now all I can feel is apathy

You know I can't go on wanting to fall in love

You know, it's been so long... don't think I've ever been in love

Don't think I'll ever be in love

But I would just die to fall in love

In the mountians flies a dragonfly

In a couple of days it flies and dies alone

As a starling kills a dragonfly

A dragonfly kills and flies and dies alone

If I write this song about my fear of dying alone, is that so wrong?

You know I can't go on

Words by Zam.